January 2010
97 posts
Do you ever get scared?
im usually ready,
ready for change,
ready for life.
im terrified of the future. which school do i go to? college, university? what if i cant stay outta trouble? i dont want to get married, i dont want kids. im scared of the people i love dying, thats gonna happen someday. im scared to get old, and wrinkly and lose my mind. im scared to give too much of myself away. what if i end up on the...
allkindsofwonderful:
We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately want to feel together. We want to know that we are not going crazy and that somewhere else out there, someone is feeling exactly what you are feeling. We love everything that is tied up neatly, easily, and simply but when we can not find that, it scares the hell out of us, to not know the next...
there's nothin' better,
nothing.
lonely,
it has to be the worst feeling in the world.
something everyone goes through, no doubt.
but it hurts just the same.
my head is spinning with dizzying images of courtrooms, police officers, and my sister. he’s in there too, filling up my heart. i know that this wont last forever, and i know that everything will get better. but why can’t it be over now? why cant everything be better?...
I love those first few seconds of the morning...
symphoniesofabsurdity:
(via mrs)